Contradiction
My friend Steven says,
"I do not exactly recognize my experience in this, because seeing the same tree over and over while hiking equals getting lost for me. The same undercurrent gives me quiet and peace, and the reassurance that there is actually only one way we have to follow without having to worry what it should look like."I associated recognizing familiar undercurrents with getting lost.
The first recognition gives a feeling of quiet and peace while the second gives a feeling of uneasiness and uncertainty.
Maybe I incorrectly make the connection because I like the concept of introducing uncertainty.
I like Aristotle's concept of Aporia, that a good argument will give you confusion because confusion leads to reflection.
I like paths that lead to reflection.
I like the idea of getting a bit lost while curiously and genuinely setting out to explore unknown territory.
For these reasons, the moment of seeing the same tree again brings a twinge of delight.
When I'm a bit lost, I get curious and think, "OK. I wonder what happens next?"
My interpretation of the re-occurring house dream is that it parallels my 'explorer' approach to life. I feel sheltered.
So long as I'm carrying the things I really want with me, I'm prepared.
I'm still wondering about the difference between the cycles of the seasons and the circles of the lost hikers.
On the one hand, because I think I can experience both peace and uncertainty at the same time, I like certain aspects of the lost hikers in terms of a logo:
- No matter how disoriented I feel, it's OK. Getting lost is not the same experience as falling off a cliff or getting eaten by a bear.
- I am only temporarily lost. I have a good chance of figuring out how to leave the circle.
- Circling the same path is like a meditation. I get a chance to reflect on things and when I'm done, I leave the circle.
- There's only one path we have to follow because there is no other path.
- The earth will always be round. The day will always follow night. We'll always have the seasons.
- The greatest minds could reflect on the most intriguing issues, but no one's ever leaving that circle. It's terribly claustrophobic.